Stupid Love: August 2013

Saturday, August 31, 2013

Deep Inside (poem)

Deep inside my heart

This longing tears me apart

I love a man who's gone

A man who's done moved on

I watch from the shadows

As he slithers further away

My heart refusing to give up

It's convinced its in love

With a man who's gone away

Not certain if he'll come back

Yet, I wait with anticipation

For the day he walks back in

Friday, August 30, 2013

Times flies right on by
You still remain on my mind
There is plenty of fish in the sea
I watch as they swarm around me
Yet, their dazzling eyes and charming smiles
Seem to dull in comparison to you
And there's absolutely nothing I can do
As another year quickly unfolds
I still can not find away to let you go

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Out Where...(poem)

Out where the sun meets the sky

Out where the day knows no time

Out where the eagles soar

You and I are forever more

Out where waves touch the shore

Out where death comes no more

Out where dolphins speak

You and I will forever be

Hand in hand

We walk together

Out where friends

Become lovers

Memories may fade

Time can ease the pain

But where dreams meet reality

You and I live eternally

A Flower In December (poem)

Sometimes in the middle of December
Tucked down beneath the snow
A tiny little seed begins to grow
Just like a spark between lovers
A flower begins to bloom
Like the rain that falls in June
It happened to me and you
Only I realized it too late
Long after you'd moved away
What this is, I dare not say
For I fear my love, you'll wither away

Monday, August 26, 2013

Leave Open The Gate (poem)

You are the one who got away

Though no words can make you stay

If you ever wish to come back someday

To you I leave open the gate

You and I might not talk these days

Know that you are still in my heart

And though the miles keep us apart

In my mind you still remain

To you I leave open the gate

You are the one out there on the road

If you shall ever feel alone

If ever the day's not going right

Take a deep breath and close your eyes

I'm right beside you every step of the way

You are the sun in my sky

The only one who occupies my mind

No we never planned for this

If ever its me that you begin to miss

Don't hesitate to come back my way

For you I leave open the gate

Sunday, August 25, 2013

You And I (Poem)

You and I every night

Swaying in the moon light

Beneath the lids on heavy cheek

Down the spiral steps to sleep

Tangling my fingers in your hair

Over and over keeping you near

Until morning brings a new

I snuggle into the warmth of you

Kissing by Bliss (video & Lyrics)

The red light of the sun

Slowly descending

The sky is all I see

It's never ending

We could fly

You and I

On a cloud

Kissing, kissing

The wind plays with the leaves

The weather turns colder

But as long as we believe

Love doesn't get older

We could fly

You and I

On a cloud

Kissing, kissing

On a journey of the heart

There's so much to see

And when the sky is dark

You'll be right here, right here with me

Right here with me

Kissing

Kissing, kissing

A journey of the heart

Kissing

A journey of the heart

Kissing

A journey of the heart

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Heart Is Heavy ( Poem)

Heart is heavy in my chest
Take my hand, give me rest
Lay the rose upon my stone
Pick me up and take me home
Wash me down with your love
Tell me when I'm good enough
My feet and body hurt
Show me what I deserve
A river of tears I have cried
Come sit at my side

Wednesday, August 21, 2013

The Dance (poem)

I am listening to the song
Making me think of you
It doesn't take long
For my feet to move
Hypnotized in a trance
As my hips begin to sway
Sweeping me up in a dance
As your memory comes to play
I move to the rhythm
Consumed by my heart's desire
Every thought of you
Lifting me higher
Not wanting the moment to end
I hit repeat and play the song again

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Thoughts of You (poem)

Out on the town

Here you come around

Crawling inside my thoughts

Yesterday's come and gone

Trying hard not to cry

As you wonder around inside

I take a deep breath

As my lips form a smile

I am suddenly consumed

By the thoughts of you

As you take over like a fog in my mind

I breathe out and sigh

Wishing I could stop this

Its now getting pathetic

Its clear that you don't care

For you're no longer here

Yet, no matter what I do

I can not forget you

Always am I thinking of you

Dreaming of you

Wishing you were here

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Mike (lyrics)

mood= sad, emotional
Style= slow, soft,

Verse 1- Where did you go
Didn't you know
I liked you

Chorus-Mike (whole notes)
Oh Oh

Verse 2- Where did you go
Didn't you know
By the look in my eyes
When you walked away
And out of my life
If I hurt you
I didn't mean to
What am I suppose to do

(Chorus)

Bridge-You're in my dreams
Every night when I sleep
On my mind
All the time
Where did you go

(Chorus)
(music break)

Verse 1 & 2 repeated and blended together at higher octave
(chorus fading out)

Standing Still by Jewel (video & Lyrics)

Cutting through the darkest night are my two headlights

Trying to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here

To the twilight

There's a dead end to my left

There's a burning bush to my right

You aren't in sight

Do you want me

Like I want you?

Or am I standing still

Beneath the darkened sky

Or am I standing still

With the scenery flying by

Or am I standing still

Out of the corner of my eye

Was that you

Passing my by

Mother's on the stoop

Boys in souped up coupes

On this hot summer night

Between fight and flight

Is the blind man's sight

And a choice that's right

I roll the window down

Feel like I'm

I'm gonna drown

In this strange town

Feel broken down

I feel broken down

Do you need me

Like I need you

Or am I standing still

Beneath the darkened sky

Or am I standing still

With the scenery flying by

Or am I standing still

Out of the corner of my eye

Was that you

Passing my by

A sweet sorrow is

The call tomorrow

A sweet sorrow is

The call tomorrow

Do you love me

Like I love you?

Or am I standing still

Beneath the darkened sky

Or am I standing still

With the scenery flying by

Or am I standing still

Out of the corner

Of my eye

Was that you

Passing me by?

Are you passing me by?

Passing me by

Do you want me?

Passing me by

Do you need me

Like I need you too

And do you want me

Like I want you?

Passing me by

Are you passing me by

Or am I standing still?

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Sweet Blade ( Gothic love Poem)

Sweet blade dripping down my neck

Sweet blade don't let go yet

Rub yourself against my wrist

Your fever touch I can't resist

Your poison running through my veins
Driving me mad insane
Breaking nails against the wall
Pleading you'll hear my call
Oh sweet blade
Let me feel the rain
Your cold hard steel
Demanding me to feel
Every ounce of your pain

Sunday, August 11, 2013

Out Of Me (unfinished-poem)

My nightmares have a sudden tone
They lift me high when I'm alone
These fantasies are taking over me
Dripping through me like liquid heat
I'm going to explode
If I can't get you alone
Come back to me
Give me what I need
Let me get you out of my system
I'm not looking for forever
Just want us together
For relief between the sheets
Got to get you out of me

Saturday, August 10, 2013

Stars In His Eyes (poem)

Every shooting star has a light
Every shooting star has his eyes
Floating along the atmosphere
Floating high up there
I lay in bed at night
With him inside my mind
His ghost there in my bed
His memories in my head
Wonder why he's gone away
Pray he'll come back someday
To keep the stars in the sky
The one's that remind of his smile
Falling to the ground
Touching the surface without a sound
I look up at the sky
Close my eyes and smile
At all the magic he left behind