Thursday, October 31, 2013

Burn For You (poem)

Tossing and turning
For you I am burning
Crying out in the night
Desire clawing from inside
Stake your claim on me
Release me from this misery
You've become a fantasy
A rush that sends me into a frenzy
I crave to feel your touch
Dying to feel the rush
At night I climb the wall
My body screaming out it's call
Oh my sweet beloved if you knew
In the night I burn for you



Tuesday, October 29, 2013

Just To Be With You (poem)

I would light candles
Up and down the highway
If it would bring you back my way
I would walk a thousand miles
Just to see your smile
I would give anything in the world
Just have you lying next to me
The way I believe it should be
I love you more than words could say
I'd give up tomorrow just to have you here today
There's nothing I wouldn't do for you
If you don't believe me than let me prove it
Give me the chance to show you
That all I want is just to be with you

Faded Memory (poem)

How can I explain
The sorrow and my pain
Cradling your picture to me
Just so I can sleep
I wonder where you are
Do you ever think of me
Or am I just a faded memory
Every night I pray
That you'll come back my way
And we'll be together
Just like in my dreams
I'm still waiting for your love
It's all I ever think of
How good it would feel
To make these dreams real


Sunday, October 27, 2013

I'm Gonna Find A Way (poem)


I'm gonna find a way
To bring you back my way
I'm not gonna give up
Until I have your love
In the palm of my hands
I hope you understand
I can't just step aside
And let you walk out of my life

I'm gonna find a way
To see that smiling face
There's got to be away
To bring you back my way
I want you apart of my life
Your arms holding me tight
I won't get in the way of your dreams
I just want you next to me

I'm gonna find a way
To bring you back my way
I'm not gonna give up
Until I've got your love
In the palm of my hands
I hope you understand
Don't you worry about a thing
I know how to make you happy
C'mon and let me love you





I Wait for You (poem)

I wait for you
I don't know what else to do
You are with me in everything I do
I long to share it with you
But you're no longer here
It seems that you no longer care
Though I try to reach out to you
I don't think you have a clue
To what it is I am going through
Or how badly I miss you



I can't stop the tears in my eyes
Or the pain in my heart
I try so hard not to fall apart
But I miss you every single day
I wish you hadn't gone away
I wait for you
To change your mind
Hoping with all my might
That you'll walk back into my life

Saturday, October 26, 2013

What About Love by Heart

I've been lonely
I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending and that's all I can do
The love I'm sending
Ain't making it through to your heart
You've been hiding, never letting it show
Always trying to keep it under control
You got it down and you're well
On the way to the top
But there's something that you forgot

What about love
Don't you want someone to care about you
What about love
Don't let it slip away
What about love
I only want to share it with you
You might need it someday

I can't tell you what you're feeling inside
I can't sell you what you don't want to buy
Something's missing and you got to
Look back on your life
You know something here just ain't right

What about love
Don't you want someone to care about you
What about love
Don't let it slip away
What about love
I only want to share it with you
What about love
Don't you want someone to care about you
What about love
Don't let it slip away
What about love
I only want to share it with you

Something About Him (poem)




I know he is long gone,
but something about him keeps holding on,
I go into a frenzy forgetting,
all that I'm suppose to be doing,
His penetrating eyes,
haunt me in the night,
I know that I can't go on like this,
Something has got to give,
I know that we were only friends,
It kills me that it came to an end,
When I only wanted to try him on for size.







Still can't get him out of my mind,
It's driving me insane,
hearing his name,
seeing his face everywhere I go,
wishing I could just let him go sometimes,
though I hold on tight,
Unable to stop what I feel inside,
I know that he is long gone,
but something about him keeps holding on.

Friday, October 25, 2013

Lost In You (poem)

I get lost in you
If you only knew
that I get lost in you
Though you fled from sight
Forever you're on my mind
Day and night all the time
so it seems,though you're
no longer with me
You're my greatest fantasy
Filling all of my dreams
with colors I've never seen
in a box, Oh I got lost in you
Drift away, thoughts in my head
Sometimes wish I was dead
oh I get through, just missing you




Every day of my life, Oh you fill
the spaces between my eyes
always coming to mind
Though days speed on by
If you only knew, you don't have
a clue, that I get lost in you

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Reach Out To Me (poem)


All the things I want to share
Hope you know that I care
If you ever get lonely
Just reach out to me
I'll always be a heartbeat away
Just whisper my name
My heart is in your hands
I do hope you understand
I don't know if this is love
But you're all I ever think of
Every minute of every day
Nothing about you fades away
If you were to call me today
I wouldn't think to hesitate
My heart longs for you
In ways I can't explain
If you need me to
I'll be happy to show you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
Just to be with you
So just keep this in mind
I am forever by your side
Time may fly by
But you remain forever inside
I miss you more than you'll ever know
Just want you to know
If you shall ever begin to miss me
Just reach out to me


Sunday, October 20, 2013

My Reward (poem)

You are the inspiration in my life
You are the reason that I'm alive
All the pain and suffering I've endured
Don't you see darling you're my reward
A message from the heaven's above
Letting me know I too am loved
The first time I laid eyes on you
I was too blind to see the truth
A damaged girl at the end of the line
I prayed to the gods to send me a sign
I thought they had forsaken me
Until the night you stood in front of me
I pray to the gods to help me make sense of this
The mere thought of you sends me into a trance
My eyes glaze over and I just want to dance
I don't know what this all means, I believe you're the key
To unlocking the path fate has planned for me
Just you coming into my life has made an impact
I wouldn't know if we are destined to last
I've never really been one to believe in destiny
Yet, everything in me screams you were sent for me
Now I just wait for your return like a ship lost at sea
For what is life but a wasteland without love
So I just sit and wait for my turn to finally come


Saturday, October 19, 2013

Feel For You(poem)


Like a bug to a bug zapper
A bee to the flowery nectar
I seem to be drawn to you
I giggle like a school girl
Every time I see your face
Though your tucked in a frame
I love to see your warm smile
Even if it's frozen in time
Though, I crave to feel your touch
The way I feel for you
Is more than purely lust
I long for you in ways I can't describe
I would make the sacrifice...If I must
Though it would break my heart in two
Maybe I am crazy but I don't care
I'd give anything just to have you near

Friday, October 18, 2013

Visions Of You (poem)



Everytime I envision a thought...you are there
In my mind I envision... that you still care
Sometimes the visions get intimate and I close my eyes
Other times they are playful and I just smile
In my mind I've loved you a thousand times over again
Yet, in reality it will probably never happen
I pray for you to come back into my life every night
I make a wish on every star in the sky
I have a picture of you in a frame which I lay beside me
Every night when I go to sleep
It makes me feel better imagining you laying there
I want so much to believe that you still care
I keep hoping that one of these days you'll text
Or just randomly show up at my door...that would be best.

I have been through a lot worse than this
I would wait a lifetime for your kiss...somethings are just worth it.

Monday, October 14, 2013

Pleasure Is All Mine (poem)


The pleasure is all mine
Here inside my mind
You lay beside me
You never leave
I know it's fantasy
You're not really here with me
I really don't mind
I'd rather stay inside
And imagine the two of us
Happily in love
The way it could be
If you were here with me




Oh I know it's not real
But I love the way I feel
With I think of 
The two of us
And the pleasure is all mine
Anytime that I like
Night or day
In any way
My imagination flows

I know I should let go
But I don't want to
And I don't have to
It's my secret to keep
My own little fantasy
Nobody has to know
If I keep it to myself
And tell no one else

The pleasure is all mine
Here inside my mind
You sit beside me
The way I think it should be
I know it's a fantasy
You're not really here with me
But, I really don't mind at all


Sunday, October 13, 2013

Imagine It Was Us by Jessie Ware (video with lyrics)



Here is a beautiful song by Jesse Ware. I discovered her on spotify and thought it was just perfect for this blog. The words are on the screen so you can simply push play and enjoy. The song is called Imagine It Was Us...

Saturday, October 12, 2013

In My Dreams (poem)





My subconscious mind keeps playing tricks on me
In the shadows behind closed eyes
Every night as I lay down to sleep
It's always the same old thing
Every night in my dreams
You're always here with me
Though you've disappeared from my reality
In the shadows beneath my sheets
Every night as I turn out the lights
It's always the same old dream
In my dreams you hold me tight

Again Very Soon (poem)


I do believe
We'll meet again
If it's destiny
Surely it's got to be
This world just
Can't be this empty
If faith is true
Than I'll be seeing you
Again very soon

I do believe
You think of me
In your own time
If it's destiny
Surely it's got to be
That look in your eyes
Just couldn't be a dream
And if fate is true
Than I'll be seeing you 
Again very soon

I feel it inside of me
I feel it all around me
That you'll be coming back
If it's our destiny
That we were meant to be
If what they is true
Than I'll be seeing you
Again very soon

Friday, October 11, 2013

Come Back To Me (poem)


Come back to me
My heart it pleads
Don't ask me why
Just give me a try
I know that I can
Make you happy you did
I'm not perfect, only human
I'm just another girl
Head over heals
For one special guy
I know the story
Read it a thousand times




I always thought love
Would take the pain away
Make everything okay again
Bring colors to the sky
The way they did in your eyes
Never thought I'd be here
Going mad crazy over you
Feel like I've lost my mind
I have these feelings inside
For a man who's disappeared

Thursday, October 10, 2013

One Moment (poem)



If I could have one moment with you
Imagine the things that we could do
Like make up for so much lost time
I can be yours and you can be mine
Put your hand in mine don't be afraid
All your fears let me kiss them away
I'll understand if you need to leave
Just let me hold you close to me
We can lock the doors and make the night ours
You can relax and talk to me for hours
I will let you have whatever you like
Just as long as I get to keep you for the night
I yearn to explore what those lips can do
Let me show you how much I've missed you

Where Do You Go? (poem)

Do you go where the river flows
Where the mountains touch the sky
Do your feet move where the road goes
Where the valley dips down low
Do you ever sit down by the shore
And dip your feet into the water
Do you ever stare up at the sky
Just sit and wonder
What would happen if you and me
Got together, could we love forever
We'll never know until we try
I think it's worth a shot, you and I
But there's nothing I can do, until your ready
Just know that where ever you are
If you ever need me I'm never too far
No matter what you're never alone
I love you more than you'll ever know
Just close your eyes and I'll always be there

I Know A Place (poem)




I know a place where we can go
A place where we can be alone
The only place in the world
Where I get to be the only girl
Who lingers by your side
Who paints your lips with a smile
We can stay there if you like
Oh I know a place where we can go
A place where nobody ever goes
Where the skies are always blue
And I get to spend the night with you
Talking on the hood of a car
Listening to the sound of your heart
I know a place in my dreams
Where I get to hold you close to me
Loving you all through the night
The only place where you are mine 

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

My Poor Heart (poem)

I should know better than to wait for you
Oh I really don't know what else to do
Every time I get around to thinking
My poor heart it starts a sinking
Keeps on waiting for you to appear
I still feel the same after a year
Are you a dream? Did I make you up?
I've never felt like this before
Praying you'll come back through my door
If I could control what I feel
Than none of this would be real
Oh I can't keep myself from wanting you
My poor heart keeps calling out
It screams and shouts your name
Making me wonder if I've gone insane
I should know better than to wait for you
But I truly don't know what else to do
I keep trying to tell myself
But my poor heart wants noone else
It got me hopelessly devoted to you
Oh what am I going to do....

The Hunger (poem)



Ever hungered for something
That unleashed a burning fire
Ripping you apart from inside
It claws at your very soul
Taking all of your self control
You try to run away
But can find no escape
From the hunger, the pain
The burning of fire
Uncontrollable desire
It lifts you up so high
You feel like you can fly
Then it drops you deep
Offering no ounce of relief


Wave after wave pulling you down
Your screams can't make a sound
There's no one to rescue you
For no one knows the truth
Of the hunger, the pain
The burning inside your soul
Refusing to ever let you go
Ever wanted something so bad it hurts
Leaving you with uncontrollable hunger
One little look is all that it takes
One very tiny little mistake
And you to will feel the pains of heartache



End This Heartache (poem)

I believe we're meant to be
You and me together
It's the way that I feel
The world stood still
That night as you stood there
In front of me
Like something out of a dream
When our eyes met
The way I felt can't be denied
I've tried to explain it
There's nothing to describe it
I've searched my whole life
For someone like you
This need to touch you
Is becoming too much
I've got to find you
No matter what it takes
I've got nothing to lose
There's got to be a way
To get your attention
So I can end this heartache






Monday, October 7, 2013

Why Can't We Be? (poem)





Why can't we be together
You and me forever
One night 
Would change our lives
And you know its true
What's wrong with me and you
Coming together for a night of bliss
Tell me you haven't considered it
A little piece of heaven just for us
Tell me you don't want love
Didn't you feel the shift 
When our eyes met
You had to of felt it 
It was way too big 
For me to feel alone
I can't be the only one
We only get one life
Why can't we give this a try
You and me the possibilities
Tell me why can't we be 

You and I (poem)



You and I
Ride on a cloud
Fire exploding
Like stars in the sky
Melting into you
Like waves on the shore
Your lips burn me
Urging you to explore
Your fiery touch
Completely surreal
Yearning so much
For this to be real
Clawing the sheets
Fight hard not to cry
As desperate need
Slams deep inside
Hold onto the dream
Of you and I

Sunday, October 6, 2013

I Wish I Could (poem)

I wish I could make love to you
It is all that I seem to wanna do
Can't keep the thoughts out of my head
I wish I could see you once again
I long to have you right by my side
I would love you all through the night
Taking my sweet precious time
Holding you as close to me as I can
As you clutch your fingers in my hands
I would pull your lips close to mine
Melt away as your fire burns me alive
Just the thought takes my breath away
Hoping you'll come back my way
I've got a list of things I wanna do
Like spending a night making love to you

What About Me ( poem)








Is there a heaven
I can't be sure
I want to believe
But I've been too hurt

Its hard to see light
Through the clouds
There's a voice inside
Me screaming out
What about me

People have always used me
I don't know why
I'm just a girl trying to survive
I want to be loved
But I'm never good enough
For a man to even try


I've got a past 
I don't want to rehash
So tired of being the one to blame
Made to feel ashamed
Of the way I feel, of who I am
No one even tries to understand

I do think of you
But what good does it do
I thought you were different
Yet, you left me like everyone else
Unaware that my life's been hell
I tell myself I can't give up yet

I deserve to be loved
Like I saw in your eyes
I deserve to feel alive
To laugh and smile

I deserve to be happy
And if love is the key
If that love lies in your hands
I have to make you my man






The Part of Me (poem)


You're the part of me
I can't help but miss
So deep inside of me
Wish I could make sense of it
Should've done something
I should've made you stay
Should've said something
Now you've gone away
And I can't get you out of me
You're a fire burning in my soul
Don't know how you got to me

I don't know how to let you go
You're the part of me
I can't help but miss
Like a puzzle piece
I can't make fit
You've gone missing
And now I'm crying
Tears pour from my eyes
Can't believe you said goodbye
And walked out of my life
I don't know what to do
Exhausted from missing you
I've tried to reach out
My heart gets so loud
But you're not there
Can't find you anywhere
Still you're the part of me
I don't know how to let go

Saturday, October 5, 2013

He Gets Me High (lyrics)

Style: heavy yet upbeat 
(Think Four Season, We Five etc.)
Genres: 50/60's pop-rock
Feel: lusty with a drug induced state of mind

Chorus 1
He gets me high
High as a kite
When he's rolling around
My head
I love it! I love It!
Never want it to end

Verse 1
He don't know 
That I love him so
He don't know 
How I truly feel
I tried to tell him
But it all ended up 
In a big'ol mess 
And he left..oh no
Oh he don't know


Chorus 2
That he gets me high
High as a kite
Every time that I 
close my eyes
Now I want him! Oh I want him!
But he's long gone

Verse 2
He don't know
That I lie awake
With thoughts of him
Rolling through my brain
If he knew how I drift away
He might just come back today
Oh but he don't know

(Music break)

(chorus 1 & 2 together fading out)



Made For You (poem)


I was a broken girl
I had dreams but no direction
Trying to survive in a world
I didn't seem to fit into
But one look into your eyes
And my world came to life
There's color in my dreams
You've opened up a part of me
I never knew was there
You made my heart brand new
Now I know I was made for you

You're Like My Favorite Song (lyrics)

Style: upbeat, happy
Genre: love songs, Pop/R&B
Feel: happy with a hint of sadness

Verse 1
Two years ago we had met
We started out as friends
Those times that we had spent
They play all the time in my head

Chorus
I think about you
Every morning as I open my eyes
I think about you
Every night as I turn out the lights
I think about you all day long
(Boy)You're like my favorite song

Verse1
When your eyes met mine
Standing there that night
Love shot out like a loaded gun
Now I swear you've got be the one
Because

Chorus
I think about you
Every morning as I open my eyes
I think about you
Every night as I turn out the lights
I think about you all day long
(Boy) You're like my favorite song

Bridge: 
Thought I was dreaming
As you stood in front of me
Everything made crystal clear
Now you've gone and disappeared

(music break)

Chorus (starts off softly then ends big)

I Wonder...(poem)


As the sun begins its slow climb
I watch as it brings the world to life
Reflecting its light upon the morning dew
I watch the colors stretch across the sky
Instinctively my mind begins to think of you
I wonder if you ever think of me
If you've even considered the possibilities
Of what it would be like for you and me
My mind reflects on the times we've shared
It's hard to believe that you just don't care
I wish to believe that you're just scared
As scared as I still am but I don't want to
Lose this once in a lifetime chance for love
I don't know if you are the one
I would love to be able to find out
Though you have long disappeared


I swear sometime I can feel you here
Standing beside me as if you never left
I wonder if I ever cross your mind
As you sink into your dreams at night
Just like the way you do mine
As I sip slowly on a hot cup of coffee
I wonder if you are my destiny
Everything in me screams we're meant to be
I get so strangely happy
When I think of you coming my way
I cross my fingers and hope I'll get to see that day
Oh I do wonder....



The Thought of You (poem)

The thought of you makes me happy
Fills me up with a continual bliss
Even though I've never gotten lucky
To tastes the pleasures of your kiss
Just the mere thought of such a thing
Sends shivers down my spine
My body trembles from the fantasy
Forcing me to close my eyes
And imagine how good it would feel
To have you that close to me
If only fantasies could become real
I'd be swimming in ecstasy

Thursday, October 3, 2013

Who Knew... (poem)


I do really care for you
Might even possibly love you
I never thought it was wrong
To tell you how I feel
I wanted to be sure
That what I felt was real
It's so hard these days
Didn't think you'd runaway
I never expected anything
Just wanted you to think of me
To consider the possibility
I wanted you in my life
Didn't think you'd say goodbye
Never intended to fall for you
I never thought it was wrong
To fall for a guy like you
But who knew...

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Tonight I Cry (poem)




Tonight in my dark room I cry
Still can't believe you said goodbye
I can't get you out of my mind
No matter how hard I try
These feelings I can no longer fight
I'm just too tired to even try
So I let the tears fall like rain
Flowing like a river down my face
Still can't believe you've gone away
I miss you what more can I say
I don't know what else to do
So tonight in my dark room I cry
For you...

Remember When It Rained by Josh Groban (video with lyrics)


Another beautiful song song by Josh Groban. Lyrics are on the video so just push play and enjoy. Of course it's another song dedicated to the man who is the inspiration behind this blog.