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I love to write. I love to express myself. Stupid Love is my little corner where I freely express my feelings, emotions and thoughts towards a special person who has inspired me to write. If you see something you like you are free to share it else where. All I ask is that you give proper respect and credit me for my creative work.
Taking a break today from writing. If you ever had someone in your life that you love and you miss them...wishing you could have told them. Grab your box of tissues 'cause Nickleback is about to make it rain. Lyrics are on the screen and of course you're welcome to sing along...
You are the best thing that walked into my life
There's something about you I can't shake
I wish you hadn't said goodbye
I wish we could just erase it all
Go back to the beginning and try again
I miss you more than words can say
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you
I do hope we'll meet again very soon
So all these things I wish I could say
I can finally tell you
I keep on thinkin' I should be free This time just leave it alone With 17 reasons not to believe Nothin' goes everybody knows like you always want it to be
But, here in my heart There's a dream that's unbroken And it get's in my way But it won't be denied Here in my heart the door is still open Waiting for you to walk into my life (oohh oo-oo-ooh)
What I've been feelin' I can't explain Lost in the muse of your eyes An' I'm fallin' so hard Just like the rain Comes a time when ya cross the line and you know you got to believe
'Cause here in my heart There's a dream that's unbroken An' it gets in my way But it won't be denied Here in my heart the door is still open Waiting for you to walk into my life
I know! (That) I may never sleep again 'Till I see you (ooh oo-oo-ooh) Oh, baby, I know (I know!) Life is too short and I can't pretend It's not about you (not about you) Can't do without you Wooo oo-oo-ooh
Here in my heart There's a dream that's unbroken And it get's in my way (gets in my way) But it won't be denied Here in my heart (here in my heart) The door is still open Waiting for you to walk into my life There's a dream that's unbroken It gets in my way But it won't be denied Here in my heart (here in my heart) The door is still open Waiting for you to walk into my life In my life (in my life) In my life (in my life)
He walked out the same way he walked in
But he left behind a suitcase of memories and me
Like a bolt of lightning
Straight out of the blue
When he said goodbye
It opened up my eyes
To what had been there all along
I was completely in love with him
Now I'm just waiting for him to come to me
Fighting hard to keep myself from going to him
I need to tell him how I feel
Need to know if this is real
Life is too short to waste time
I know he's out there on the road
Doing what he loves to do
But the clock is just ticking
I'm ready to take a chance and just jump
I Wait For You By Silver
(the song can be found on either Rhapsody or Spotify
on the I Whisper Your Name Album-I believe its child prodigy album)
Here the album; there's actually a story behind it. Of all the songs I've heard this perfectly fits my feelings for Mike. I searched everywhere for the lyrics and haven't been able to find them. So I wrote them down and here they are below.
You came into my life unexpectedly
I look back and all I see is sunshine
Now all I can see is the rain
You walked out without a sound
Leaving me all alone wondering why
You had come at all
I want so much to believe
There was something between
You and me
I have traveled a long road
To get to where I am
Please take my hand
And show me there's more to life than this
Make my heart a better place
Dear love,
I wish I could show you inside my world. There are things about me you don't know. Somethings you can't see with your eyes. Its not the easiest thing to tell someone. I suffer all on my own. Don't worry I won't bore you with the details. I am sorry you didn't get any warnings ahead of time. There is a wonderful woman inside me..if I can figure out where she's at. Not that important at the moment. I would never burden you with the road I have traveled. Trust me its best just to leave it in the past. I am so glad that I have you to surround me and protect me. Even if you are just an illusion...subconsciously you're my clinging hope. I know you're not a figment of my imagination. I know you're real...you're just not here and probably have no clue to any of this. I wish I could tell you how special you have become to me. I have tried real hard to hate you and move on. Nothing I do seems to shake you from my mind. I think I'm in love with you but its hard to be sure. I am having a hard time trusting my own feelings. I am certain now I'll be spending the rest of my life waiting for someone who may never come. Alright I think I can stop now.
I hope life is treating you wonderfully. I wish you sweet dreams.
Hugs & Kisses,
me
How can he make me so happy
Yet make me wanna cry
I just wanna hold him
Yet I stand selflessly
As he walks out into the unknown
The love I feel for him
Forever unseen
I dare not let it show
Convince myself I belong to another
Call him up just to piss him off
Letting the tears fall from my eyes
As he walks out of my life
I hesitate only making things worse
Desperate to be selfish
I know he's out of my league
And better off without me
Driving myself mad crazy
Fighting off the urge to run to him
If he truly knew how I feel
He'd probably change his mind
And realize all along I made a sacrifice
Just for him...
Dear Love,
I love how I'm constantly telling myself move on, forget about him, he's an asshole. this is ridiculous you barely knew him. its not like we slept together. Yet, here I am awaken by another erotically stimulating dream of you. Sometimes I hate them only because the longing in my soul is pure torment. Yet lately I refuse to get up too soon. I am fully aware that the dreams are a fantasy but for me to dream of someone for this long is a little much. Sometimes I wake up wondering if you dream of me...some of the scenery suddenly becomes more your taste than mine.What the heck...who ever makes sense of the dream world. I also realize I can't control what I dream either so I think that just adds to the torment. I do enjoy the dreams though, if you're even half as good in real life as you are in the dreams...I'm in trouble. I really don't know what more to say on that. Alright I think I'll end it right like this. I'm tried now so I'm going back to sleep can not wait.
Hope your day was spectacular! I love you and miss you.
As always I'm here if you need me. me
Dear love,
Hope your day was wonderful. I hope your team scored...if not here's a long distant hug for you from me. I tried so hard to let you go and move on. I have done given up the battle on my heart...it for some unknown reason wants you and isn't backing down. I know we could be together...after all there's not really anything between us except distance. Of course there is still your refusal to talk to me. I'm crossing my fingers and praying like hell you'll get over yourself and call me. Stop being such a stubborn meany. We can go at whatever pace is good for you.Alright don't want to take up too much of your time. I'm also tired got a load-in today which is nice but always leaves me sore and tired after wards. Sleep tight where ever you are. I don't know if you are at home or if you're out touring. Just know I'm here for whatever or however you need me. Hugs & kisses
Me
Just because you walked away
Doesn't mean I have to
Just because you decided to be mean
Doesn't mean I have to be
Everything happens for a reason
Even if I don't understand it
I don't think we crossed paths
Just out of coincidence
There was a reason you came into my life
I don't believe for a second
That you don't want nothing to do with me
And I don't think we're through
You'll talk to me again...soon
Every night without fail
You come to me
And we're together, forever
Though its only a dream
I hold you in my arms
You sprinkle me with your charms
You're so beautiful
Its sad to think
Such a beautiful creature
Is wandering out there alone
Yet, every night he comes home
I'm blessed to have known him
Even if its was only for a moment
Somehow he remains with me
Tucked away inside the dream
You're the light in the dark
The rainbow in the sky
A flower in spring
Sorry I didn't see
You
The glitter in the snow
The warmth in the candle glow
Sorry you had to go
Only wish I'd known you more
There he goes
Racing through my brain
The only thing lately
that seems to calm me
When my world
Crumbles around me
There he goes
The remedy to my agony
Thank you for your presence.
When does friendship
become harassment?
How do you go
from hot to cold?
I know that people change
But to change that dramatically
All of a sudden
That says either
Someone's running scared
Or the friendship was a
Complete lie.
How do you claim
to be something
you never intended to be?
How do you just walk out
on someone?
So many questions
So very few answers
Don't you treat others
the way you want to be treated?
If you can't forget someone
There is always a reason
Life is a risk
Love is a gamble
Where there is a will
There is always a way
Don't fight a memory
Go and recapture it
If a memory refuses to fade
Its not done serving its purpose
If its true love
Its worth fighting for
Sometimes the end
Is only the beginning
If you just give up
You'll never know
If you can walk There is nothing
a thousand miles You can't achieve
For Love. In Life.
What you gave
Can't be taken away
No use looking back
Over yesterday
Looked into the mirror
Nothing looks clearer
Just a picture
Of what use to be
An image of you and me
Forever frozen in time
Burn the picture
Doesn't erase
The memory Locked inside the mind
You can draw it
Trace it, blow it up,
Shrink it, frame it
This will not change
The picture
Some images no
Longer serve their purpose
In time they fade
Emotions can ease with time
But the memories will remain
I remember the night we met
You just seem to fit right in
Just like you were an old friend
I just didn't know it then
I remember seeing you
Run up my steps
With a smile in your eyes
Like you were happy to be home
I just didn't see it then
I remember all the things
You did for me
All the time you spent with me
Going with me to places
You didn't have to be
Oh I remember everything
The way you made me feel
All the times you looked at me
Oh the silence that hung between us
And the night that you left
It hangs inside my head
Will not allow me to forget
Somebody help me
Help myself
I'm so tired
Of living in hell
So many scars
Inside of me
They could fill up
The deepest sea
I look around
And all I see
Is a big empty room
I try so very hard
Not to think of you
But right now
You're the only thing
Keeping me from falling apart
Though I know you're a dream
There's so much about me
That you don't know
You may know my story
But there's pain that I don't show
I'm so damaged inside
Some times I just sit and cry
I don't expect you to understand
Just this is who I am
I try so very hard
Not to think of you
But right now
You're the only thing
Keeping me from falling apart
Though I know you're a dream
Strange
You were here
Right by my side
How could I
Have been so blind
All this time
I've tried to ignore it
Tried to push it all away 'Cause it didn't make no sense
I fell in love at the wrong time
Love walked in at the wrong time
Now I'm lying on the floor
With tears in my eyes
And he's long gone
Strange
Looking back
On the times we spent
While I was chasing
Empty dreams
I had a treasure
Sitting right beside me
How could I have been
Too blind to see
I fell in love at the wrong time
Love walked in at the wrong time
Now I'm lying on the floor
With tears in my eyes
And he's long gone
When he said goodbye
It open up my eyes
How could I
Have been so blind
I let him walk out of my life
If I could I would
Wrap you in a little bow
From your head down
To your toes
I'd take my time
Memorize every line
Like a road map
So I could find my way back
Up to the top
Just to do it all over again
Oh just like the way I do
Every single night
When I close eyes
Oh I wish you knew
All the things I do to you
Like tangle my fingers in your hair
Make you take me there
Show you what you mean to me
Just like I do in my dreams
Oh I would if I could
One of these days a guy will say this to me. I want a guy who won't say goodbye. One who will see me as worthy of his time. One who won't use me or abuse me. One who won't take me for granted, who won't take advantage. Who will fight for me, and who won't give up on me. I want to be wanted, needed, adored, cherished and desired. I want the guy who'll see right through all the insecurities. I want the guy who'll love ME and wont try to make me into something he wishes I could be. You have no idea the road I have traveled. someday I will figure out how to get to where I want to be...some people have to work harder in life. If you think you've got what it takes...then be the guy who walks THROUGH the door not OUT.
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