Monday, December 30, 2013

She Lies (poem)


She hides away the beauty of her face
Behind a smile she lies
They ask her if has someone in her life
To escape the pain the pain
She flashes them a smile and she lies
Brings in an old picture
It's hard for her to say they were never together
They were scarcely even friends
She was just a pit-stop on his way through town
Nothing more she's just an old memory
All her life that's all she's ever been
What's she to say men lust for her body
Nobody ever sees the broken girl underneath
The loneliness she hides away
Behind the beauty of her face
When they ask her if she has someone in her life
She takes a breath and she lies





Wednesday, December 25, 2013

One Day Soon (poem)

One moment in time can change your life
One moment in your eyes remain on my mind
Like a melody in a song I start to sing-a-long
Wishing that you knew I'm still waiting for you
I never believed those stories of love were true
Until the night you looked my way
What more could I possibly say
Fighting hard to keep myself from sinking
I'm a fool who keeps on wishful thinking
That one day soon my dream will come true
And someone will love me for a change
I hope that someone is you

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Without You (poem)



Life just ain't the same
Since you've gone away
The sun still shines in the sky
But it doesn't seem so bright
I've got plenty of men
Yet, I've got no time for them
I'm just too stuck on you
And this is just the truth
I'm baring right to the bone
Life sucks since you've been gone
You have long left my life
Have long said goodbye
I still see your face everywhere
Fighting hard not to cry
And push my way through
I'm seriously, terribly missing you
There's nothing more to say
Life just ain't the same
Without you




Monday, December 23, 2013

I Saw You Today (poem)


I saw you today...coming my way
I just stared...wasn't sure you were there
Your hair was long...came to your shoulders
Though I know...you're a few years older
You stood tall...handsome as can be

I saw you today...a smile on your face
My heart raced...wishing you were really there
With your eyes sparkling...filled with sunlight
You were handsome...sweet and kind

I saw you today...waiting for me
My heart ached...wishing it could be
The briefest moment...lost in time
Oh I wish... you were mine



Sunday, December 22, 2013

Time Goes On (poem)


The sun is shining
It's a new morning
Coffee in a cup
Time to wake up
Get moving for the day
It's another day of work
Pushing through the hurt
Dinner is on the stove
Time to head back home
As the day turns to night
Before I turn out the light
I pull from the sky a star
And send my love to your heart
Just to let you know
How much I miss you so
Pray you'll walk back in
But until then
Time goes on

Disappeared (lyrics)

Style: Britney Spears, Hannah Montana etc.
Tempo: 90-100 bpm
Genre:sugar-pop/bubblegum-pop

Verse 1
You take a seat
Right beside me
A broken heart
Looking for somewhere to lean
I didn't know
How the story would go
Didn't know you were pretending
But my heart went on bending

Chorus
For your smile
It's been awhile
I see your face
Long for your embrace
But you're gone
Disappeared
You're no longer here

Verse 2
I pull a star
Out of the sky
Throw it far
Hoping it'll reach your smile
I didn't know
How the story would go
You stood there in front of me
Like a dream now I'm doing everything

Chorus

Bridge
You and I
Locking eyes
For a moment
Did you forget
If I'd only known
How the story would go
But here I am
Chasing the sun

(Straight into Chorus
repeat verse 1 then fade out with chorus)


Saturday, December 21, 2013

If I Told You I loved You (poem)

If I told you I loved you
Would it be enough for you
To change your mind
Come and spend some time
Maybe we could find out
What this love is all about
See how far we could go
Don't you want to know
If I am the one for you

Well I told you I loved you
It wasn't enough for you
To change your mind
Come and spend some time
There's a reason that we met
And a reason I can't forget

Don't you think about that night
The moment we met eyes
That night outside the show
Oh don't you want to know
If we could possibly be
Destined to meet

Just say I cross your mind
Every once in a while
And you stop to think
Of all the possibilities 
So I'll tell you again I love you
Maybe, just maybe it'll be enough for you

Once In My Life (poem)

Once upon another time
I was with another guy
Searching for the one thing
I couldn't find
Then right out of the blue
In come walking you
Everything began to change
I didn't know how to explain
I wasn't even aware 
That I wanted you near
Until you said goodbye
And the sun left my sky
Then you stood in front of me 
And I saw everything clearly
Or so I had thought
For you remain gone
Moved on with your life
And left me behind
I never asked for this
It just happened
But of course 
I'm not good enough
For someone like you 
to even think of 
Yet, here I am 
trying to keep hope
That maybe
Just once in my life
I'm not wrong


My Bliss (poem)

A wave of contentment brushes my soul
As images of him begin to unfold
I close my eyes as he comes to mind
A rush of intense heat storms inside
I lay on my bed as he fills up my head
Feeling his essence caressing my skin
I arch my back as the intensity soars
Moaning softly to myself for more
Laying there happily in warm bliss
I refuse to acknowledge the strangeness
But if this is a taste of how he'll feel
I'll bask in the moment until it's real



Kissing You (poem)

Do I really want to know
Oh yes I do
I think of it all the time
What would it be like
To be kissing you
Would I catch fire
As your lips touch mine
You're my only desire
I think of it all the time
Yes, I really want to know
What it would be like 
To be kissing you

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

There's Got To Be Away (poem)

It gets harder every day
But there's got to be away
To bring you back into my life
I pray for you every night
I have no reasons why I love you
All I know is that I do
People tell me to move on
But what I feel is so strong
It's just too sad to think
That night was just a dream
What I felt and saw that night
As your eyes burned into mine
How could I possibly forget
You've become my deepest regret
Though it gets harder every day
There's just got to be away
To bring you back into my life
Until then I'll pray for you every night

Monday, December 16, 2013

A Better World (poem)


All I know is you're gone
And time just keeps moving on
Too easy to just give up
But I can't 'cause this is my life too
And I believe I was made for you
No doubt I could be wrong
But, this love keeps growing strong
Your name is written all over it
And I'm still longing for your kiss
Maybe this is all just an illusion
And I will wake up to a better world
A world where I get to be your girl

Sunday, December 15, 2013

I miss you (poem)

I miss you
And all we were
Little time we got
All we deserved
Flew out the door
In the blink of an eye
Now I'm sitting here
Dreaming of you and I
All we could be
Visions of you and me
Occupy my mind
All day and night
What I really mean to say
Every single day
I miss you

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Prove My Love (poem)


Pour a cup of coffee
Light up a cigarette
Look up into the sky
Send a prayer up high
Instantly you come to mind
I wonder where you are
And hope you're alright
You're always in my heart
Wonder if you can feel me
Like I can feel you
Than you would know
That I love you so
And that I'm working hard
To reach your heart
Hoping it'll be enough
To prove my love
To you

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

A Time for Us (poem)


My subconscious mind is very fond of you
It is stuck to your memory like superglue
I pray every night for your safe return
For in my soul your name still burns
Lingering in the shadows of my being
Before my eyes your face is all I'm seeing
I cross my fingers for the day you'll be mine
Knowing in my heart there will be a time
For you and me to finally come together
Not just as friends but also as lovers

Saturday, December 7, 2013

Like A Fool (poem)

it's the end of another night
here you creep up into my mind
about to crawl into my bed
so I can get up in the morning
still have not a single answer
to this big fat mystery
why did my heart choose you
guess i'll never know
i keep telling myself you'll show
that i have to believe
though it'd be nice if someone 
believed in me
to be worth the fight
there is more to me 
then anyone cares to see
i tell myself not to give up
for i too deserve to be loved
i never meant to fall for you
but these feelings still remain true
and like a fool i'm waiting for you


Man of My Dreams (poem)


the man of my dreams
my soul's burning desire
i've seen your face
lost my heart in your eyes
hold you close to me
in the nights i do
the only place
i am beside you
the man of my dreams
sits in a frame
right next to my bed
i give him kisses and pray
that one day he will lay
in the empty space beside me
and my dreams will manifest into reality




Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Not Giving Up(poem)

I don't know what happened 
Between you and me
But I do know what I felt
I remember what I saw that night
For all the shit I've been through
I've become greatful for you
In ways I wish I could tell you so
But you'll probably never know
I wish I knew what this all meant
But I only know I have to find you
No matter what it takes
Loosing you was my greatest mistake
I didn't know until that night
Then it stood before my eyes
Everything I've been seeking
Stood right there looking at me
So until my dying day
I'm not giving up
Not until I have your love

I'm Still Here (poem)

I sit here day and night
Wishing with all my might
That one day you will see
How much you mean to me
I don't get to see you anymore
You done walked out my door
But you're still in my heart
Where you've been from the start
I'm sorry for way things ended
But never have you been deleted
Your number is still in my phone
So if you ever start feeling alone
Just refer to the text that are friendly
You'll know in your heart that it's me
Reminding you I'm still here
Waiting for you to appear


Sunday, December 1, 2013

If Only Wishes Could Come True (poem)



Its been awhile since I've since your face
Though nothing about you has withered away
I can't help but smile when I think of you
If only wishes could come true
Though I know real life don't work like that
I keep praying that you'll come back
If I could just go back in time
I would stop you from walking out of my life
But I didn't know until it was too late
It caught up to me after you'd moved away
Though it hurts that you disappeared
At least you know I'd wanted you here
I keep telling myself to write it all down
Foolishly thinking it'll bring you around
I can't stop myself from wanting you
If only wishes could come true