She Lies (poem)

She hides away the beauty of her face

Behind a smile she lies

They ask her if has someone in her life

To escape the pain the pain

She flashes them a smile and she lies

Brings in an old picture

It's hard for her to say they were never together

They were scarcely even friends

She was just a pit-stop on his way through town

Nothing more she's just an old memory

All her life that's all she's ever been

What's she to say men lust for her body

Nobody ever sees the broken girl underneath

The loneliness she hides away

Behind the beauty of her face

When they ask her if she has someone in her life

She takes a breath and she lies

One Day Soon (poem)

One moment in time can change your life

One moment in your eyes remain on my mind

Like a melody in a song I start to sing-a-long

Wishing that you knew I'm still waiting for you

I never believed those stories of love were true

Until the night you looked my way

What more could I possibly say

Fighting hard to keep myself from sinking

I'm a fool who keeps on wishful thinking

That one day soon my dream will come true

And someone will love me for a change

I hope that someone is you

Without You (poem)

Life just ain't the same

Since you've gone away

The sun still shines in the sky

But it doesn't seem so bright

I've got plenty of men

Yet, I've got no time for them

I'm just too stuck on you

And this is just the truth

I'm baring right to the bone

Life sucks since you've been gone

You have long left my life

Have long said goodbye

I still see your face everywhere

Fighting hard not to cry

And push my way through

I'm seriously, terribly missing you

There's nothing more to say

Life just ain't the same

Without you

I Saw You Today (poem)

I saw you today...coming my way

I just stared...wasn't sure you were there

Your hair was long...came to your shoulders

Though I know...you're a few years older

You stood tall...handsome as can be

I saw you today...a smile on your face

My heart raced...wishing you were really there

With your eyes sparkling...filled with sunlight

You were handsome...sweet and kind

I saw you today...waiting for me
My heart ached...wishing it could be
The briefest moment...lost in time
Oh I wish... you were mine

Time Goes On (poem)

The sun is shining

It's a new morning

Coffee in a cup

Time to wake up

Get moving for the day

It's another day of work

Pushing through the hurt

Dinner is on the stove

Time to head back home

As the day turns to night

Before I turn out the light

I pull from the sky a star

And send my love to your heart

Just to let you know

How much I miss you so

Pray you'll walk back in

But until then

Time goes on

Disappeared (lyrics)

Style: Britney Spears, Hannah Montana etc.

Tempo: 90-100 bpm

Genre:sugar-pop/bubblegum-pop

Verse 1

You take a seat

Right beside me

A broken heart

Looking for somewhere to lean

I didn't know

How the story would go

Didn't know you were pretending

But my heart went on bending

Chorus

For your smile

It's been awhile

I see your face

Long for your embrace

But you're gone

Disappeared

You're no longer here

Verse 2

I pull a star

Out of the sky

Throw it far

Hoping it'll reach your smile

I didn't know

How the story would go

You stood there in front of me

Like a dream now I'm doing everything

Chorus

Bridge

You and I

Locking eyes

For a moment

Did you forget

If I'd only known

How the story would go

But here I am

Chasing the sun

(Straight into Chorus

repeat verse 1 then fade out with chorus)

If I Told You I loved You (poem)

If I told you I loved you

Would it be enough for you

To change your mind

Come and spend some time

Maybe we could find out

What this love is all about

See how far we could go

Don't you want to know

If I am the one for you

Well I told you I loved you

It wasn't enough for you

To change your mind

Come and spend some time

There's a reason that we met

And a reason I can't forget

Don't you think about that night

The moment we met eyes

That night outside the show

Oh don't you want to know

If we could possibly be

Destined to meet

Just say I cross your mind

Every once in a while

And you stop to think

Of all the possibilities 

So I'll tell you again I love you

Maybe, just maybe it'll be enough for you

Once In My Life (poem)

Once upon another time

I was with another guy

Searching for the one thing

I couldn't find

Then right out of the blue

In come walking you

Everything began to change

I didn't know how to explain

I wasn't even aware 

That I wanted you near

Until you said goodbye

And the sun left my sky

Then you stood in front of me 

And I saw everything clearly

Or so I had thought

For you remain gone

Moved on with your life

And left me behind

I never asked for this

It just happened

But of course 

I'm not good enough

For someone like you 

to even think of 

Yet, here I am 

trying to keep hope

That maybe

Just once in my life

I'm not wrong

My Bliss (poem)

A wave of contentment brushes my soul

As images of him begin to unfold

I close my eyes as he comes to mind

A rush of intense heat storms inside

I lay on my bed as he fills up my head
Feeling his essence caressing my skin
I arch my back as the intensity soars
Moaning softly to myself for more
Laying there happily in warm bliss
I refuse to acknowledge the strangeness
But if this is a taste of how he'll feel
I'll bask in the moment until it's real

Kissing You (poem)

Do I really want to know

Oh yes I do

I think of it all the time

What would it be like

To be kissing you

Would I catch fire

As your lips touch mine

You're my only desire

I think of it all the time

Yes, I really want to know

What it would be like 

To be kissing you

There's Got To Be Away (poem)

It gets harder every day

But there's got to be away

To bring you back into my life

I pray for you every night

I have no reasons why I love you

All I know is that I do

People tell me to move on

But what I feel is so strong

It's just too sad to think

That night was just a dream

What I felt and saw that night

As your eyes burned into mine

How could I possibly forget

You've become my deepest regret

Though it gets harder every day

There's just got to be away

To bring you back into my life

Until then I'll pray for you every night

A Better World (poem)

All I know is you're gone

And time just keeps moving on

Too easy to just give up

But I can't 'cause this is my life too

And I believe I was made for you

No doubt I could be wrong

But, this love keeps growing strong

Your name is written all over it

And I'm still longing for your kiss

Maybe this is all just an illusion

And I will wake up to a better world

A world where I get to be your girl

I miss you (poem)

I miss you
And all we were
Little time we got
All we deserved
Flew out the door
In the blink of an eye
Now I'm sitting here
Dreaming of you and I
All we could be
Visions of you and me
Occupy my mind
All day and night
What I really mean to say
Every single day
I miss you

Prove My Love (poem)

Pour a cup of coffee

Light up a cigarette

Look up into the sky

Send a prayer up high

Instantly you come to mind

I wonder where you are

And hope you're alright

You're always in my heart

Wonder if you can feel me

Like I can feel you

Than you would know

That I love you so

And that I'm working hard

To reach your heart

Hoping it'll be enough

To prove my love

To you

A Time for Us (poem)

My subconscious mind is very fond of you

It is stuck to your memory like superglue

I pray every night for your safe return

For in my soul your name still burns

Lingering in the shadows of my being

Before my eyes your face is all I'm seeing

I cross my fingers for the day you'll be mine

Knowing in my heart there will be a time

For you and me to finally come together

Not just as friends but also as lovers

Like A Fool (poem)

it's the end of another night

here you creep up into my mind

about to crawl into my bed

so I can get up in the morning

still have not a single answer

to this big fat mystery

why did my heart choose you

guess i'll never know

i keep telling myself you'll show

that i have to believe

though it'd be nice if someone 

believed in me

to be worth the fight

there is more to me 

then anyone cares to see

i tell myself not to give up

for i too deserve to be loved

i never meant to fall for you

but these feelings still remain true

and like a fool i'm waiting for you

Man of My Dreams (poem)

the man of my dreams
my soul's burning desire
i've seen your face
lost my heart in your eyes
hold you close to me
in the nights i do
the only place
i am beside you
the man of my dreams
sits in a frame
right next to my bed
i give him kisses and pray
that one day he will lay
in the empty space beside me
and my dreams will manifest into reality

Not Giving Up(poem)

I don't know what happened 

Between you and me

But I do know what I felt

I remember what I saw that night

For all the shit I've been through

I've become greatful for you

In ways I wish I could tell you so

But you'll probably never know

I wish I knew what this all meant

But I only know I have to find you

No matter what it takes

Loosing you was my greatest mistake

I didn't know until that night

Then it stood before my eyes

Everything I've been seeking

Stood right there looking at me

So until my dying day

I'm not giving up

Not until I have your love

I'm Still Here (poem)

I sit here day and night

Wishing with all my might

That one day you will see

How much you mean to me

I don't get to see you anymore

You done walked out my door

But you're still in my heart

Where you've been from the start

I'm sorry for way things ended

But never have you been deleted

Your number is still in my phone

So if you ever start feeling alone

Just refer to the text that are friendly

You'll know in your heart that it's me

Reminding you I'm still here

Waiting for you to appear

If Only Wishes Could Come True (poem)

Its been awhile since I've since your face

Though nothing about you has withered away

I can't help but smile when I think of you

If only wishes could come true

Though I know real life don't work like that

I keep praying that you'll come back

If I could just go back in time

I would stop you from walking out of my life

But I didn't know until it was too late

It caught up to me after you'd moved away

Though it hurts that you disappeared

At least you know I'd wanted you here

I keep telling myself to write it all down

Foolishly thinking it'll bring you around

I can't stop myself from wanting you

If only wishes could come true

Depths of My Heart (poems)

You and me made a connection

It is you my only distraction

We have a bond that can't be broken

It is you my heart was stolen

While you're out there getting lonely

Please don't ever forget you've got me

We had a falling out that's all

The writing for us is on the wall

And though we maybe miles apart

You are forever in the depths of my heart

Dream-lover (poem)

Shadows dance upon the wall

In the dark I can hear you call

Your voice ringing in my ear

Whispering things I long to hear

Your lips brush against my skin

My body aches as you pull me in

I close my eyes as you take me away

As the night swallows another day

Drawn to You (poem)

A friend sent me a video clip
I sat there just watching it
Replayed it several more times
Foolishly I sat there all night
If you only had a clue
How I'm helplessly drawn to you
Like nectar is to a bee
I just seem to enjoy watching you
Not sure what it is about you
That has me so captivated
Like a moth to a flame
I can't seem to stay away

Crazy Love (poem)

They say if you want something 

You have to make it happen

Well here goes nothing

 I haven't been able to stop thinking about you

So I have taken my dreams

The ones that haunt me in the night

And I'm turning them into reality

I'm not sure how far I'm willing to go

But I'll never know until I try

I honestly don't know anything more

Except I want you in my life

And I am willing to do 

Whatever it takes

Maybe I'm crazy

It wouldn't be anything new

But I'm saving up the money 

To buy a car

Then I'm coming after you

This might be the craziest thing I've ever done

Yet, for some reason

It's never felt more right

So I do hope you'll make this chase

All worthwhile

For You (poem)

This is for you

Every letter, every line

Every song that is played

Every moment you are away
Every breath I take
Ever morning when I rise
Every night as I close my eyes
Every line that I write
It is all for you
My intent is not to offend
But to reach out to an old friend


I feel for you in ways
That I can not explain
For there are no words to describe
The way I feel inside
That night outside the show
The one I can not let go
Haunt me in the nights
You are always on my mind
Though we are miles apart
You are here in my heart
Until the day I get to see your face
I will write and you will know
This is all for you...

My Dream(poem)

I can't stop thinking about you

You're always running through my mind

Just the thought of you I can't help but smile

You make me happy even when I'm blue

So many things I wish I could say to you

I tried but you wouldn't listen

Now you are the one I am missing

I can forget that look in your eyes

Or you standing before me that night

And I know I repeat this a thousand times

But it still rings true

These feelings I have for you 

Haven't gone away

I love you without any reasons why

And I'm praying all the time

For my dream to come true

And Mike that's you

What More Could I Do (poem)

What more could I do
I was helpless to you
Everything I thought I knew
Flew right out the window
I stood there utterly frozen
Standing in front of you
As your eyes met mine
It has to mean something
For I've never felt that before
But I guess it was nothing
What more could I do
That night I was lost to you
But of course I'm to blame
For things I can't control

With You (poem)

Pulling out every spell I can find

Selling my own soul to make you mine

Taking every pill and potion, 

not caring what it does,

not caring if I look desperate, for I am, 

I long to hold your hand,

 and time is running through the hour glass,

I found you at last, I'll pay the cost,

 for a taste of your love, 

I'll cut my wrist and watch it bleed, 

just to have you next to me, 

call me desperate I don't care,

love isn't about playing it safe,

 So no I can't just sit and wait, 

if I don't find you someone else will

 and it'll be too late, 

I'll walk the tight-rope,

 break a bone or two, 

it'd be worth getting one night 

with you. 

Make You Mine by Heather Nova (song with lyrics)

You're the one I think about time after time
You're the one that comes to me, 
Visions in the night
I want to complicate your feelings
I want to heat you up inside
Yeah, I wanna make you mine

[bridge]
I'll be your sun coming up
I'll be your dog days
I'll be your new morning
Kiss you baby
I'll be the bluebird singing
I'll keep you warm
I'll take you deep in

Gonna make my bed beside you
In the bluebells of your soul
Gonna slip into your river, linger in your shoals
And when the stars are bright like fireflies
And the night is black as coal
I'm gonna make you mine

[bridge]

[Chorus]
On another side of time
Before the sea runs dry
On another side of time
Where the love runs high
I'm gonna make you mine
Make you mine, make you mine

To Win Your Love (poem)

Love has to prevail

With my heart I can not fail

To win your love

I can not give up

With no possessions

I have no gifts to give

So I'll use my beauty

To quench your lips

Until you're thirsty with need

That can only be fulfilled

By the taste of me

I am not too damaged

Nor am I ugly

For if beauty can love a beast

Then surely you can love me

To See Him Once Again (poem)

Melodies play in my head

A picture grazes my bed

Greeting me with his smile

Oh it has been a while

I await in the dark

With thundering in my heart

Please say he's near

For I await him to appear

Just to see his handsome face

Would be well worth the wait

Please tell me he hears

My weltering of tears

Awaiting eagerly for the moment

To see him once again

Oh if dreams could come true

What wouldn't I do

To see those dazzling eyes

Greet me with their charm

The feel of his strong arms 

Embrace me oh the fantasies

The melodies that play in my head

While I graze his picture by my bed

Only For You (poem)

I don't know why

I keep you in sight

Like an invisible rope

Filling me with hope

That dreams can come true

Still longing for you 

I keep myself hidden

So not to polute my intentions

For harm is not what I seek

Just want you beside me

Let me release what's inside

Come look into my eyes

And you will see the truth

My heart beats only for you

For Just One Day (poem)

If I could have you for just one day

All of the things I've longed to say

You could put your hand in mine

And we could sit all day and all night

I've longed to see you in morning light

The sunlight shinning on your face

If I could have you for just one day

I would hold you in my arms

And feel the depths of your warmth

To curl my fingers in your hair

I'd thank the gods that you are here

All of the things I've longed to do

I would give all of my time to you

And allow nothing to get in the way

If I could have you for just one day

At Night I Pray by Wild Orchid (video & lyrics)

So alone 

And this room feel so cold 

No one to care and no one to hold 

Yet the Lord knows 

That I'm needing somebody like you, just like you 

Can you see 

The passion burning in my eyes 

Do you sense 

The rush you give my heart 

And if you knew 

The secret way I feel for you 

Would you come running to me or would you turn away 

[Chorus:]

At night I pray (pray) 

With hope and faith (faith) 

As I lay me down to sleep 

I pray together we will be (at night I pray) 

And there will come a time (pray) 

You will be mine, all mine 

And I'll be yours, always 

But until that day comes at night I'll pray 

Should I feel 

These emotions inside me 

Should I reveal what's locked up in my soul 

I'm so afraid 

But it's something that you've got to know got to know 

How I want to touch you everytime you're near 

I long to feel 

Your body next to mine 

And if you knew 

The secret love I have for you 

Would you come running to me or would you turn away 

[Chorus]

If all my prayers were answered 

Our heart would be enraptured 

We would find our heaven 

Inside each other's arms 

This lonely room would finally see the sun shine through 

But until that day every night I'll pray 

I'll get down on my knees, I'll get down on me knees and pray... 

Pray 

With hope and faith (faith) 

As I lay me down to sleep 

I pray together we will be (at night I pray) 

And there will come a time, (pray) 

You will be mine, all mine (and I'll be yours) 

And I'll be yours always, but until that day comes at night I pray 

Until that day comes at night I pray (Oh yeah) 

And until that day comes at night I pray

Somewhere (poem)

Lost in the darkness
Hoping for a sign
That you'll remember
What you left behind
I want to embrace you
And hold you near
But there's silence here
Somewhere out there
Are you breathing
Do you remember me
I hope you still care
Lost in the darkness
Reaching for the light
My hands lie empty
Looking for a sign




Calling out your name
Hoping you'll hear me
You still remain
Up inside my mind
I want to embrace you
And feel you near
But there's no you here
I'm reaching out
Scream and I shout
Somewhere out there
Do you remember me
Are you breathing
I hope you know I care
For you

Still Missing You (poem)

I'm sitting alone, alone in the dark
Spilling out the pieces of my heart
Scattering the around the floor
Not sure what I'm waiting for
My body aches, my soul screams
I search relentlessly
I am restless
Tears flood my eyes
It comes to mind
The face so very clear
Sadness quickly disappears
Dancing right before my eyes
Is the greatest of sights


I get up begin moving about
My body cheers, my soul shouts
Heat floods through my being
I'm savoring this good feeling
Never have I felt so alive
Floating high as a kite
Then it all comes to an end
And I'm back to the floor again
Trying to figure what happened
Though I already know the truth
This is my love for you
And it's me missing you

Your Silence (poem)

I stand tall and proud

Though I'd rather cry

Crawl into the earth and die

Like a stain that I can't wash out

I can remember every detail of your face

My feelings for you they never fade away

Though I fight to push them aside

Your absence tears me up inside

I miss you with every passing day

Still wish you hadn't gone away

I am fighting so hard not to fall apart

But your silence is breaking my heart

In The Nights (poem)

Imagining you taking me
Passion and fire igniting
Laying underneath the stars
Pouring out our hearts
Melting into your eyes
Clinging with all my might
As you take my self control
In the nights I give my all

In The Dark (poem)

I strolled through the night

Disappearing in the dark

The only available light

Beaming from the cars

My mind wandered to you

Bringing you to mind

I let myself enjoy the view

As my lips form a smile

Things I wish could be

Roll around in my head

Consumed by the fantasy

Longing for my bed

Where I can dream

Of you and me

Dreams of Love

Lashes lay upon my skin

Soothing my body within

Hair swaying in the breeze

As a calming washes over me

Beneath the lids of my lashes

Oceans roll as sunlight crashes

In the distance image of a man

Moving close to claim my hand

Heart drums fast in my chest

As bodies collide and lips posses

Heat floods through my being

As night unfolds into dreaming

Fate (poem)

Like the planets that orbit the sun

Not everything needs to be explained

You are destined to be the one

Like a moth to a flame birds of a feather

You and I are destined to be together

Like the day to the night

I'm nothing without you in my life

You are the light and I am the dark

Two halves of the same heart

I am yours and you are mine

It's a story that's older then time

There are things beyond our control

Like many things that can't be explained

You and I are destined to meet again

I feel this in the deepest part of me

Like the catchy tune of a favorite melody

And just like stars that explode in space

What's meant to be will always find away

You And Me (poem)

Strangely I do believe

You and I will meet

It's only a matter of time

I feel it deep inside

Like a radiant light beaming

You and I are destiny

I don't know if we will kiss

Or our bodies will collide

Strangely I do believe this

It's only a matter of time

Guess we'll just have to 

Wait and see

What happens between 

You and me

Your Girl (poem)

I'm putting plans in motion
To gain your attention
I believe that it's worthwhile
I long to see your smile
That look in your eyes
So I'm doing all that I can
To get you back again
Pouring my heart out to the world
I really want to be your girl

'Til You Love Me by Reba McEntire (song & lyrics)

I sent you roses, I warned you I would

Do all that I could to show you the way that I feel

Please, don't say I'm wasting my time

I've got nothin' but time so I'll do all that I can to catch

That ghost of a chance

The sunlight, the moonlight

Are beyond my control

And there are stars in the heavens

That I'll never hold

But if dreams give you power

Then I'm strong enough to offer my heart

And never give up till you love me

Till you love me

I looked in your eyes, so bright and so blue

And that's when I knew that you could be mine

If good things come to those who will wait

Well, I guess I can wait if that's what I have to do

Oh, it's worth it for you

The sunlight, the moonlight

Are beyond my control

And there are stars in the heavens

That I'll never hold

But if dreams give you power

Then I'm strong enough to offer my heart

And never give up till you love me

Till you love me

Burn For You (poem)

Tossing and turning

For you I am burning

Crying out in the night

Desire clawing from inside

Stake your claim on me

Release me from this misery

You've become a fantasy

A rush that sends me into a frenzy

I crave to feel your touch

Dying to feel the rush

At night I climb the wall

My body screaming out it's call

Oh my sweet beloved if you knew

In the night I burn for you

Just To Be With You (poem)

I would light candles
Up and down the highway
If it would bring you back my way
I would walk a thousand miles
Just to see your smile
I would give anything in the world
Just have you lying next to me
The way I believe it should be
I love you more than words could say
I'd give up tomorrow just to have you here today
There's nothing I wouldn't do for you
If you don't believe me than let me prove it
Give me the chance to show you
That all I want is just to be with you

Faded Memory (poem)

How can I explain
The sorrow and my pain
Cradling your picture to me
Just so I can sleep
I wonder where you are
Do you ever think of me
Or am I just a faded memory
Every night I pray
That you'll come back my way
And we'll be together
Just like in my dreams
I'm still waiting for your love
It's all I ever think of
How good it would feel
To make these dreams real

I'm Gonna Find A Way (poem)

I'm gonna find a way
To bring you back my way
I'm not gonna give up
Until I have your love
In the palm of my hands
I hope you understand
I can't just step aside
And let you walk out of my life

I'm gonna find a way
To see that smiling face
There's got to be away
To bring you back my way
I want you apart of my life
Your arms holding me tight
I won't get in the way of your dreams
I just want you next to me

I'm gonna find a way
To bring you back my way
I'm not gonna give up
Until I've got your love
In the palm of my hands
I hope you understand
Don't you worry about a thing
I know how to make you happy
C'mon and let me love you

I Wait for You (poem)

I wait for you

I don't know what else to do

You are with me in everything I do

I long to share it with you

But you're no longer here

It seems that you no longer care

Though I try to reach out to you

I don't think you have a clue

To what it is I am going through

Or how badly I miss you

I can't stop the tears in my eyes

Or the pain in my heart

I try so hard not to fall apart

But I miss you every single day

I wish you hadn't gone away

I wait for you

To change your mind

Hoping with all my might

That you'll walk back into my life

What About Love by Heart

I've been lonely
I've been waiting for you
I'm pretending and that's all I can do
The love I'm sending
Ain't making it through to your heart
You've been hiding, never letting it show
Always trying to keep it under control
You got it down and you're well
On the way to the top
But there's something that you forgot

What about love
Don't you want someone to care about you
What about love
Don't let it slip away
What about love
I only want to share it with you
You might need it someday

I can't tell you what you're feeling inside
I can't sell you what you don't want to buy
Something's missing and you got to
Look back on your life
You know something here just ain't right

What about love
Don't you want someone to care about you
What about love
Don't let it slip away
What about love
I only want to share it with you
What about love
Don't you want someone to care about you
What about love
Don't let it slip away
What about love
I only want to share it with you

Something About Him (poem)

I know he is long gone,
but something about him keeps holding on,
I go into a frenzy forgetting,
all that I'm suppose to be doing,
His penetrating eyes,
haunt me in the night,
I know that I can't go on like this,
Something has got to give,
I know that we were only friends,
It kills me that it came to an end,
When I only wanted to try him on for size.







Still can't get him out of my mind,
It's driving me insane,
hearing his name,
seeing his face everywhere I go,
wishing I could just let him go sometimes,
though I hold on tight,
Unable to stop what I feel inside,
I know that he is long gone,
but something about him keeps holding on.

Lost In You (poem)

I get lost in you
If you only knew
that I get lost in you
Though you fled from sight
Forever you're on my mind
Day and night all the time
so it seems,though you're
no longer with me
You're my greatest fantasy
Filling all of my dreams
with colors I've never seen
in a box, Oh I got lost in you
Drift away, thoughts in my head
Sometimes wish I was dead
oh I get through, just missing you




Every day of my life, Oh you fill
the spaces between my eyes
always coming to mind
Though days speed on by
If you only knew, you don't have
a clue, that I get lost in you

Reach Out To Me (poem)

All the things I want to share

Hope you know that I care

If you ever get lonely

Just reach out to me

I'll always be a heartbeat away

Just whisper my name

My heart is in your hands

I do hope you understand

I don't know if this is love

But you're all I ever think of

Every minute of every day

Nothing about you fades away

If you were to call me today

I wouldn't think to hesitate

My heart longs for you

In ways I can't explain

If you need me to

I'll be happy to show you

There's nothing I wouldn't do

Just to be with you

So just keep this in mind

I am forever by your side

Time may fly by

But you remain forever inside

I miss you more than you'll ever know

Just want you to know

If you shall ever begin to miss me

Just reach out to me

My Reward (poem)

You are the inspiration in my life
You are the reason that I'm alive
All the pain and suffering I've endured
Don't you see darling you're my reward
A message from the heaven's above
Letting me know I too am loved
The first time I laid eyes on you
I was too blind to see the truth
A damaged girl at the end of the line
I prayed to the gods to send me a sign
I thought they had forsaken me
Until the night you stood in front of me
I pray to the gods to help me make sense of this
The mere thought of you sends me into a trance
My eyes glaze over and I just want to dance
I don't know what this all means, I believe you're the key
To unlocking the path fate has planned for me
Just you coming into my life has made an impact
I wouldn't know if we are destined to last
I've never really been one to believe in destiny
Yet, everything in me screams you were sent for me
Now I just wait for your return like a ship lost at sea
For what is life but a wasteland without love
So I just sit and wait for my turn to finally come

Feel For You(poem)

Like a bug to a bug zapper
A bee to the flowery nectar
I seem to be drawn to you
I giggle like a school girl
Every time I see your face
Though your tucked in a frame
I love to see your warm smile
Even if it's frozen in time
Though, I crave to feel your touch
The way I feel for you
Is more than purely lust
I long for you in ways I can't describe
I would make the sacrifice...If I must
Though it would break my heart in two
Maybe I am crazy but I don't care
I'd give anything just to have you near

Visions Of You (poem)

Everytime I envision a thought...you are there
In my mind I envision... that you still care
Sometimes the visions get intimate and I close my eyes
Other times they are playful and I just smile
In my mind I've loved you a thousand times over again
Yet, in reality it will probably never happen
I pray for you to come back into my life every night
I make a wish on every star in the sky
I have a picture of you in a frame which I lay beside me
Every night when I go to sleep
It makes me feel better imagining you laying there
I want so much to believe that you still care
I keep hoping that one of these days you'll text
Or just randomly show up at my door...that would be best.

I have been through a lot worse than this
I would wait a lifetime for your kiss...somethings are just worth it.

Pleasure Is All Mine (poem)

The pleasure is all mine

Here inside my mind

You lay beside me

You never leave

I know it's fantasy

You're not really here with me

I really don't mind

I'd rather stay inside

And imagine the two of us

Happily in love

The way it could be

If you were here with me

Oh I know it's not real

But I love the way I feel

With I think of 

The two of us

And the pleasure is all mine

Anytime that I like

Night or day

In any way

My imagination flows

I know I should let go

But I don't want to

And I don't have to

It's my secret to keep

My own little fantasy

Nobody has to know

If I keep it to myself

And tell no one else

The pleasure is all mine

Here inside my mind

You sit beside me

The way I think it should be

I know it's a fantasy

You're not really here with me

But, I really don't mind at all

Imagine It Was Us by Jessie Ware (video with lyrics)

Here is a beautiful song by Jesse Ware. I discovered her on spotify and thought it was just perfect for this blog. The words are on the screen so you can simply push play and enjoy. The song is called Imagine It Was Us...

In My Dreams (poem)

My subconscious mind keeps playing tricks on me
In the shadows behind closed eyes
Every night as I lay down to sleep
It's always the same old thing
Every night in my dreams
You're always here with me
Though you've disappeared from my reality
In the shadows beneath my sheets
Every night as I turn out the lights
It's always the same old dream
In my dreams you hold me tight

Again Very Soon (poem)

I do believe

We'll meet again

If it's destiny

Surely it's got to be

This world just

Can't be this empty

If faith is true

Than I'll be seeing you

Again very soon

I do believe

You think of me

In your own time

If it's destiny

Surely it's got to be

That look in your eyes

Just couldn't be a dream

And if fate is true

Than I'll be seeing you 

Again very soon

I feel it inside of me

I feel it all around me

That you'll be coming back

If it's our destiny

That we were meant to be

If what they is true

Than I'll be seeing you

Again very soon

Come Back To Me (poem)

Come back to me
My heart it pleads
Don't ask me why
Just give me a try
I know that I can
Make you happy you did
I'm not perfect, only human
I'm just another girl
Head over heals
For one special guy
I know the story
Read it a thousand times




I always thought love
Would take the pain away
Make everything okay again
Bring colors to the sky
The way they did in your eyes
Never thought I'd be here
Going mad crazy over you
Feel like I've lost my mind
I have these feelings inside
For a man who's disappeared

One Moment (poem)

If I could have one moment with you
Imagine the things that we could do
Like make up for so much lost time
I can be yours and you can be mine
Put your hand in mine don't be afraid
All your fears let me kiss them away
I'll understand if you need to leave
Just let me hold you close to me
We can lock the doors and make the night ours
You can relax and talk to me for hours
I will let you have whatever you like
Just as long as I get to keep you for the night
I yearn to explore what those lips can do
Let me show you how much I've missed you

Where Do You Go? (poem)

Do you go where the river flows
Where the mountains touch the sky
Do your feet move where the road goes
Where the valley dips down low
Do you ever sit down by the shore
And dip your feet into the water
Do you ever stare up at the sky
Just sit and wonder
What would happen if you and me
Got together, could we love forever
We'll never know until we try
I think it's worth a shot, you and I
But there's nothing I can do, until your ready
Just know that where ever you are
If you ever need me I'm never too far
No matter what you're never alone
I love you more than you'll ever know
Just close your eyes and I'll always be there

I Know A Place (poem)

I know a place where we can go

A place where we can be alone

The only place in the world

Where I get to be the only girl

Who lingers by your side

Who paints your lips with a smile

We can stay there if you like

Oh I know a place where we can go

A place where nobody ever goes

Where the skies are always blue

And I get to spend the night with you

Talking on the hood of a car

Listening to the sound of your heart

I know a place in my dreams

Where I get to hold you close to me

Loving you all through the night

The only place where you are mine 

My Poor Heart (poem)

I should know better than to wait for you
Oh I really don't know what else to do
Every time I get around to thinking
My poor heart it starts a sinking
Keeps on waiting for you to appear
I still feel the same after a year
Are you a dream? Did I make you up?
I've never felt like this before
Praying you'll come back through my door
If I could control what I feel
Than none of this would be real
Oh I can't keep myself from wanting you
My poor heart keeps calling out
It screams and shouts your name
Making me wonder if I've gone insane
I should know better than to wait for you
But I truly don't know what else to do
I keep trying to tell myself
But my poor heart wants noone else
It got me hopelessly devoted to you
Oh what am I going to do....

The Hunger (poem)

Ever hungered for something

That unleashed a burning fire

Ripping you apart from inside

It claws at your very soul

Taking all of your self control

You try to run away

But can find no escape

From the hunger, the pain

The burning of fire

Uncontrollable desire

It lifts you up so high

You feel like you can fly

Then it drops you deep

Offering no ounce of relief

Wave after wave pulling you down

Your screams can't make a sound

There's no one to rescue you

For no one knows the truth

Of the hunger, the pain

The burning inside your soul

Refusing to ever let you go

Ever wanted something so bad it hurts

Leaving you with uncontrollable hunger

One little look is all that it takes

One very tiny little mistake

And you to will feel the pains of heartache

End This Heartache (poem)

I believe we're meant to be

You and me together

It's the way that I feel

The world stood still

That night as you stood there

In front of me

Like something out of a dream

When our eyes met

The way I felt can't be denied

I've tried to explain it

There's nothing to describe it

I've searched my whole life

For someone like you

This need to touch you

Is becoming too much

I've got to find you

No matter what it takes

I've got nothing to lose

There's got to be a way

To get your attention

So I can end this heartache

Why Can't We Be? (poem)

Why can't we be together

You and me forever

One night 

Would change our lives

And you know its true

What's wrong with me and you

Coming together for a night of bliss

Tell me you haven't considered it

A little piece of heaven just for us

Tell me you don't want love

Didn't you feel the shift 

When our eyes met

You had to of felt it 

It was way too big 

For me to feel alone

I can't be the only one

We only get one life

Why can't we give this a try

You and me the possibilities

Tell me why can't we be 

You and I (poem)

You and I
Ride on a cloud
Fire exploding
Like stars in the sky
Melting into you
Like waves on the shore
Your lips burn me
Urging you to explore
Your fiery touch
Completely surreal
Yearning so much
For this to be real
Clawing the sheets
Fight hard not to cry
As desperate need
Slams deep inside
Hold onto the dream
Of you and I

I Wish I Could (poem)

I wish I could make love to you
It is all that I seem to wanna do
Can't keep the thoughts out of my head
I wish I could see you once again
I long to have you right by my side
I would love you all through the night
Taking my sweet precious time
Holding you as close to me as I can
As you clutch your fingers in my hands
I would pull your lips close to mine
Melt away as your fire burns me alive
Just the thought takes my breath away
Hoping you'll come back my way
I've got a list of things I wanna do
Like spending a night making love to you

What About Me ( poem)

Is there a heaven
I can't be sure
I want to believe
But I've been too hurt

Its hard to see light
Through the clouds
There's a voice inside
Me screaming out
What about me

People have always used me
I don't know why
I'm just a girl trying to survive
I want to be loved
But I'm never good enough
For a man to even try

I've got a past 

I don't want to rehash

So tired of being the one to blame

Made to feel ashamed

Of the way I feel, of who I am

No one even tries to understand

I do think of you

But what good does it do

I thought you were different

Yet, you left me like everyone else

Unaware that my life's been hell

I tell myself I can't give up yet

I deserve to be loved

Like I saw in your eyes

I deserve to feel alive

To laugh and smile

I deserve to be happy

And if love is the key

If that love lies in your hands

I have to make you my man

The Part of Me (poem)

You're the part of me
I can't help but miss
So deep inside of me
Wish I could make sense of it
Should've done something
I should've made you stay
Should've said something
Now you've gone away
And I can't get you out of me
You're a fire burning in my soul
Don't know how you got to me

I don't know how to let you go
You're the part of me
I can't help but miss
Like a puzzle piece
I can't make fit
You've gone missing
And now I'm crying
Tears pour from my eyes
Can't believe you said goodbye
And walked out of my life
I don't know what to do
Exhausted from missing you
I've tried to reach out
My heart gets so loud
But you're not there
Can't find you anywhere
Still you're the part of me
I don't know how to let go