If You Showed Up Today

If you showed up today
You would surely make my day
The sun would shine again
And this endless storm would end
My heart would beat inside of me
The way its suppose to be
You would take away all of this misery
And make my biggest dream come true
I've already thought this through
What I would do;if you showed up today
I'd spread my wings and fly away
Mop up this flowing river of tears
I'd erase the missing years
That you ran out on me
I don't care, just give me my dream
Lay me beside you
I've already thought this through
What I would do;if you showed up today

Forever in love with you

Is it an addiction

A subconscious infatuation

That clings to a single thread

Of hope I run through your head

More then I'll ever know 

Still hate that you had to go

If I could turn back the hands of time

You'd be here right next to my side

Instead I move on with somebody new

Hiding my heart with its love for you

Is it wrong is it right

Should I stay lonely the rest of my life

While I wait for you to return

Should I just sit here watching my life burn

Like the cigarette that I smoke

As my heart clings to the hope

That one day you'll be at my door

Ready to give me so much more

Then I ever could have imagined

Too bad dreams really don't happen

For if they did actually came true

My body would be lying next to you

It saddens me to have to love another

When I'd rather be with you forever

Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm a fool

Forever in love with you