Memories of You (unfinished)

Just listening to you
Time slowly rolls on by
Everytime I close my eyes
I can see you in my mind
And everything is alright
When I am down and low
Into my memories I go
Around the dream world I follow
The steps of your feet
As your dancing with me
Showing me sights to see
Then the loneliness rolls in
Digging its way under my skin
I fight so hard to win
Rolling up inside my room
Drowning in my memories of you
Its the only thing that gets me through
So glad I got to meet you
Sad that you had to go away
Hope I'll see you again someday

You Still Have My Heart

Wonder where you could be
Do you ever think of me
Out there beneath the stars
You still have my heart
In the palm of your hands
My feet are buried in the sand
Still hoping you'll change your mind
Turn around and be mine
Nothing seems to erase
The memories we had made
Like a record spinning in my head
I still dream of you in my bed
Lighting every candle I can find
Just to bring you back into my life
I still pray for your return
To put out the fire that burns
Deep inside of my soul
Refusing to allow me to let go
Of every thing that you are
You still have my heart
Sun ran from my sky
The day you said goodbye
I live now drowning in my mistake
Wishing for the one that got away
I don't know where you are
But you still have my heart

Love Is A Losing Game

Love is a losing game
Always been the same
Heart singing in the pouring rain
Goes down like a blazing flame
Its better to close the door
Try hard to ignore
Those feelings down inside
The ones that say you can fly
'Cause love is a losing game
He'll tattoo his name
All over your skin
You'll be too tempted to give in
Then he'll throw you to the hounds
Lay your body in the cold ground
And remind you love is a losing game
Its always been the same
Don't you read the paper
Forget those movies and songs
They write it all wrong
Real life don't work out that way
Love is a losing game
Don't you be afraid
Hear what I say
Love is a losing game

After Midnight

Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasies
Someone just beyond my reach
I see him look back at me
Racing on thunder and
Rising with the heat
I can feel his hands wash down over me
And I know who he is
I've seen him once before
A long time ago
Hair tickling my skin
I turn and watch him go

Tears of rain pour down to the ground
And I beg for him to stick around
But he just smiles and bows his head
Saying he'll be back again someday
And I know who he is
I've seen his face before
I'd never forget those eyes
Shinning like diamonds in the sky
But somewhere after midnight
That's when he comes to me
Raining love down on me
So I must believe he'll come back to me
Someday...

If You Showed Up Today

If you showed up today
You would surely make my day
The sun would shine again
And this endless storm would end
My heart would beat inside of me
The way its suppose to be
You would take away all of this misery
And make my biggest dream come true
I've already thought this through
What I would do;if you showed up today
I'd spread my wings and fly away
Mop up this flowing river of tears
I'd erase the missing years
That you ran out on me
I don't care, just give me my dream
Lay me beside you
I've already thought this through
What I would do;if you showed up today

Forever in love with you

Is it an addiction

A subconscious infatuation

That clings to a single thread

Of hope I run through your head

More then I'll ever know 

Still hate that you had to go

If I could turn back the hands of time

You'd be here right next to my side

Instead I move on with somebody new

Hiding my heart with its love for you

Is it wrong is it right

Should I stay lonely the rest of my life

While I wait for you to return

Should I just sit here watching my life burn

Like the cigarette that I smoke

As my heart clings to the hope

That one day you'll be at my door

Ready to give me so much more

Then I ever could have imagined

Too bad dreams really don't happen

For if they did actually came true

My body would be lying next to you

It saddens me to have to love another

When I'd rather be with you forever

Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm a fool

Forever in love with you

Gone

Forever waiting for an embrace

With a heartache that won't go away

A longing buried into my soul

Clinging to my heart refusing to let go

I whisper your name and await

Alone in the dark, for the beat of your heart

Your picture next to my bed

Visions of yesterday repeating in my head

I pray in the nights before I sleep

That you'll be coming back to me

Now I sit locked up in chains

Forever waiting for an embrace

I've longed for one thing in my life

And he stood there on a February night

Looking me in the eyes, now he is gone

Endless Heartache

you're here with me
dancing, laughing
i reach for you
to pull me through
you hold me near
before you disappear
into the morning light
and i cry
into my pillow
emptiness soon to follow
me into another day
every night i pray
you'll come back to me
and give me the relief
that settles in my chest
forbidding me rest
i can't seem to escape
this endless heartache

My Heart (unfinished lyrics)

style: country with a indie rock feel

mood: light, emotional, calm

rhythm: easy 4/4 beat, smooth 

(Rearrange it however you wish

just don't forget to give me credit)

Chorus

Here is my heart

Its torn all apart

Take it in your hands

Here's all I am

Verse1

Burning the night

Without you in sight

I'm losing touch

Need to feel your love

Your light in my soul

Tell me where did you go

I'm looking everywhere

I need you here

Add on

Your like a tattoo

That I can't remove

Chorus

(So) here's my heart

It's torn all apart

Take it in your hands

Here's all I am

Bridge 

It's yours, I'm yours

Til the end of time

I just can't deny

This anymore

Verse 2

I need you here

Like before

This time you'll stay

I'm calling out your name

Baby please reply

Feel like I could die

Add on

Without you, 

There's no me without you

Chorus

(So) here's my heart

It's torn all apart

Take it in your hands

Here's all I am

Can't Let Go

I'd have to commit suicide
To get you off my mind
I wish I had a clue
Why I can't let go of you
There's no moving on
From a feeling this strong
I know you've diappeared
But I still find you here
In the spaces you left behind




My brain rewinds
Reflecting on yesterday
All is blurry except your face
Moments with you I can't erase
Every night I pray
That somewhere there's a way
To bring you back into my life
And finally ease my mind
I seriously need to know
Why I can't seem to let you go

Shadows of You

Lost myself in the shadows
Time it just follows
Kicking my feet, clinging to me
Dripping off the past
Memories they last
Tucked inside of my mind
Getting lost in time
But one thing remains
The sound of your name
Perfect times we shared
Always linger there
In the shadows of you

One Of These Nights

Footprints on the step
Reminds me all that's left
Just memories of long ago
As the cold wind blows
Across the desert tonight
I stare up at the sky
Wonder where you could be
If you ever think of me
Out there across the world
Still long to be your girl
You haunt all of my dreams
I've been waiting so patiently
Watching stars fall from the sky
Knowing that one of these nights
The phone will finally ring
And you'll be coming back to me

If By Chance

I love you with all of my heart
With every single broken part
It's been such a long time
Since I've seen the sunrise
I'm still here waiting for you
There's nothing left for me to do
I found some pictures of you today
Still wish you hadn't gone away
My life just sucks without you in it
I'd give anything for just one more minute
I've tried to move on with somebody new
Something always brings me back to you
I know you're out there living your dream
And I want nothing more than to see you happy
But if by chance you have changed your mind
I'd be more than happy to have you back in my life

I Still Think of You (poem)

It's been a long time since I've seen your face,
Not a single part of you has faded away
I can still hear your laughter and see your smile
Though it has been a long while
They say to love someone is to love forever
Now I know that what they is true
For I know apart of me will always love you
Even though you and I were never together
And we've moved on with our lives
Sometimes I look out across the miles
And wonder where you might be
If you ever look back and think of me

The Only One (poem)

It wasn't my place to stop you from leaving

But I did try to change your mind

I've waited for so long now

You've given me no choice but to move on

It breaks my heart to think of that night

I remember how we locked eyes

But it must have been a dream

For you no longer care about me

It's plain to see...since you are gone

I've no choice but to move on

Though in my heart you're the only one

The only one I felt a connection with

Maybe somewhere down the line

We'll meet again and maybe next time 

We will be more than just friends

A Place For You (poem)

Every now and then

My heart wanders back in time

And awakens all those 

 memories in my mind

Sometimes, it catches me by surprise

the way my heart will ache

to recall your voice, your kindness

the look in your eyes, the smile on your face

I can remember it all so clearly

Back when you were my friend

I wonder how life might be

If you were still here with me

It's in that moment that I miss you

And wish we could begin again

As I move on to somebody new

These questions still plague my mind

Maybe I'll never know the answers

But I know this much is true

In my heart

There will always be

A place for you

This Blog Is For You(poem)

It feels like an eternity
Since I've last set eyes on you
You still burn wild and true
Like the wild oak tree
Blowing in the breeze
Your memories still cling to me
Every once in a while
I catch myself with a smile
When you come to mind
A single tear drops from my eye
My heart's way of saying I miss you
And I hope you know...this blog is for you

The Only Man (poem)

Thanks for the light

For a moment in time

I still think of you

I still wish for you

I still kiss your pictures at night

They sit at my beside

I'm still waiting for you

Though I still don't have a clue

As to why I love you like I do

Just know that you'll always be

The only one who got to me

And was able to reach the depths of my soul

For you're the only man 

I can't seem to let go

A Sense of You (poem)

Here you come again

Crawling inside my head

Flooding my being

With a calming energy

Consuming my very soul

Echos of your memories call

The very heart of me

A sense of you washing over me

Begging me not to let go

Though you do not know

Of the affects you still have on me

Every once in a while

I find my lips cursed with a smile

Instinctively I know the reason

And wait for the changing season

Forever Remain (poem)

I have begun to forget

Though I haven't quiet yet

You still linger close by

Right there inside my mind

I try to keep myself busy

To keep myself from thinking

I still wish upon a star

That I could've held your heart

But your silence is too loud

That I try to ignore the sound

Of the loneliness inside of me

Whispering you'll always be

The one that got away

In my heart I know you'll 

Forever remain