Sea of Confusion (Poem)

Up inside my head
Floating in shades of red
He was a friend to me
So why is he affecting me
Am I just lonely
Or Is there something
I was too blind to see
Now he's ignoring me

Hold my head in my hands
I just don't understand
All these emotions
Pulling me under
A sea of confusion

Never planned for this
Yet I'm dreaming of his kiss
His  lips I've never tasted
All the time I've wasted
There he goes again
Up inside my head
Driving me insane
He was just my friend

Hold my head in my hands
I just don't understand
All these emotions
Pulling me under
A sea of confusion

Never got to tell him
All that I am feeling
But I guess its too late
'cause he went away
Guess he'll never know
How much liked him so
Oh oh ohho no