Another Letter

Dear Love,
                  I gave it another attempt. At least you know I valued you alot more than you obviously did me. I tried calling you once again...almost didn't. I've nothing left to lose. I don't know if you're out on the road or if you're at home. I am willing to wait for a short time but I can't wait forever for you to grow up and figure out if you're tired of being alone. Soon I'm gonna have to move due to work being very slow up here where I'm at. I would come your direction but I don't know anyone in that area of the country. I am not going to throw myself at your door and that's a long journey to go for someone who can't even forgive me. I keep holding out for a miracle hoping you're thinking of me at least. I sit here with all these memories of you and me running in my head. Sad how I told you I liked you and somehow I got treated like some kind of criminal. Anyways I'm tired so I'm about to head off to bed. I do have feelings for you but I know I deserve someone who will actually care for me. I can't keep doing this. I just don't have it in me anymore. If you want me than come get me. The door is closing so be quick about it. If you just want to be friends than you've got to tell me.                                                                                    Goodnight,
                                                                                                         Me