Dear love,
I wish I could show you inside my world. There are things about me you don't know. Somethings you can't see with your eyes. Its not the easiest thing to tell someone. I suffer all on my own. Don't worry I won't bore you with the details. I am sorry you didn't get any warnings ahead of time. There is a wonderful woman inside me..if I can figure out where she's at. Not that important at the moment. I would never burden you with the road I have traveled. Trust me its best just to leave it in the past. I am so glad that I have you to surround me and protect me. Even if you are just an illusion...subconsciously you're my clinging hope. I know you're not a figment of my imagination. I know you're real...you're just not here and probably have no clue to any of this. I wish I could tell you how special you have become to me. I have tried real hard to hate you and move on. Nothing I do seems to shake you from my mind. I think I'm in love with you but its hard to be sure. I am having a hard time trusting my own feelings. I am certain now I'll be spending the rest of my life waiting for someone who may never come. Alright I think I can stop now.
I hope life is treating you wonderfully. I wish you sweet dreams.
Hugs & Kisses,
me
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