Remains Inside(poem)

Here I sit upon the porch, waiting for him to come,
Knowing in my heart, I hate sitting here wasting time.
I wish I could forget about him, the way he did me.
But everywhere I turn, he is all that I see!
He walked out of my life, and walked into my dreams.

I fight like hell to push him away,yet there's no escape.
The mere thought of him gets me high as a kite!
Its takes all the strength I have not to run after him.
Continuously I sit here searching the skies for a sign.
I have read about this kind of love in the books I read;
Never did I think it could happen to me.

I can still see those eyes go wide and bright,
The way he stood there before me that night.
Every detail of him repeats in my mind like a movie.
So much time has gone by, yet he still remains with me
In my heart and in my mind