What About Me ( poem)

Is there a heaven
I can't be sure
I want to believe
But I've been too hurt

Its hard to see light
Through the clouds
There's a voice inside
Me screaming out
What about me

People have always used me
I don't know why
I'm just a girl trying to survive
I want to be loved
But I'm never good enough
For a man to even try

I've got a past 

I don't want to rehash

So tired of being the one to blame

Made to feel ashamed

Of the way I feel, of who I am

No one even tries to understand

I do think of you

But what good does it do

I thought you were different

Yet, you left me like everyone else

Unaware that my life's been hell

I tell myself I can't give up yet

I deserve to be loved

Like I saw in your eyes

I deserve to feel alive

To laugh and smile

I deserve to be happy

And if love is the key

If that love lies in your hands

I have to make you my man