Here With Me (poem)

I fight like hell to get you out of my mind
I delete everything about you I find
Just to watch myself put it back up again
I feel like I'm on the highest Ferris Wheel
That got stuck and the seat is just spinning
I get both excited and terrified at the same time
I don't know what it is exactly that I feel
Only that I could sit for hours listening to you
I get offers from men all over the place
But I seem to be stuck on you
Like a moth to a flame
I can't for the life of me get you out of my head
I don't know if you and I are meant to be
All I do know is I'd give my own life
To have you here with me